It has been a long time since last I curled up with my laptop to write. I have missed it. I have been traveling extensively for business this year. There have been lots of unexpected twists, turns and detours as I have maneuvered my way though 2005. Many have been out of my control and the consequences of other people's choices and decisions.

Yet here it is Sunday, June 19, and I am happy. Happy to have heard from each of my sons today. Happy to have enjoyed a weekend that included sunshine, long walks, movies, baseball, and even incredible fireworks.

Half the year has passed by quickly but those are days in the past. If my dad were alive and I called him to wish him a happy Father's Day he would remind me that each day is a treasure and it is our responsibility to find the golden moments.

I've thought about my dad alot and miss both him and my mom every day. Once again I find myself at a crossroad trying to decide which direction to take. It is time for me to regain control of my life's adventure. My parents never seemed to fear change. They dared to take risks. They relocated. They dared to try different professional adventures and if things fell short of expectations they tried again. They truly had huge caring, loving hearts and an unbridled entrepreneurial spirit.

At the baseball game on Saturday night I noticed that the players tapped fists instead of exchanging high fives. I liked it. I tried it. Great fun to tap the fist of someone as a way of giving them an "atta boy".

If my sons were here I would certainly tap their fists and give them an "atta boy" for the extraordinary way they are dads to their children. I know their granddad, my dad, would be incredibly proud. No doubt my mom and dad and even David Hallal my dearest friend are looking down from heaven with pride at the role my sons play as dads.

With happy memories of Father's Days gone by and renewed determination to find the golden moments in each treasured day, I am preparing for an exciting week ahead.

Happy Father's Day to all the dads who love and cherish their children and do all in their power to keep them safe from harm.

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I just re-re-read what I wrote...it definitely was rambling (smile). Wishing you happy memories. Judy