There doesn't seem to be enough time to get everything done.
You feel helpless to help those you care about that are facing challenges.
You find yourself feeling like you are on the outside looking in and the people whose lives you wish to share have their curtains closed.
You are doing the responsible thing, that it is the route that provides the best opportunity for money and security but it doesn't provide you a sense of satisfaction. It doesn't fit.
You feel like a whiner when you send a message into cyberspace asking what do you do when....
Erase, erase.
Today is a brand new day full of possibilities. I think I will go eat some cheese and fruit to go with my whine.